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reagan and tatcher

How can they both are connected? aku masih ada masalah nak faham pasal globalization. So setakat ni globalization bukan cakap pasal technology.aku ingat lagi kena marah dengan aku punya advisor sebab awal-awal dia tanya pasal globalization then aku cakap pasal borderless world. Bukan maksudnya salah but then now we are talking about economy. the thing is how globalization itself aids world economy. Tapi tak semua aku fahammmmmm !!!!!!

a little thing called love

Hari ni serious serabut betul. Sepatutnya hari ni aku ada consultation dengan my so called academic advisor. Every students will be allocated with one academic advisor but malangnya aku bukan under beliau. Aku sendiri yang acknowledge beliau as my academic advisor. Seriously beliau sangat membantu aku. Tindakan aku nak pursue master  pun banyak dipengaruhi beliau.

Serious aku kagum dengan beliau. I love his spirit, his level of endurance and beliau sangat positive. I still remember, i did asked him on how to be very positive in life. and his answer was very short but meaningful. Aku berani tulis kat sini sebab dia tak follow blog aku. So that,s why macam berani sikit but then aku still takkan disclose siapa dia. Orang yang tahu, tahu lah. His answer is TINA. Sumpah ingat girlfriend dia but then he told me, there is no other alternatives Najwa. Everything comes within yourself. You really had to find your inner self. What is your capabilities. Sebenarnya banyak je yang dia cakap. dia antara orang yang boleh cool down-kan aku. You know, degree life is not so funny. Sekali tengok nampak senang je, tup tup dah habis 3 tahun. Tapi sepanjang nak lalui 3 tahun tu, macam-macam boleh jadi. It is not easy. Seriously. Aku bukan merungut tapi more to luahan. I find it more calming to confess everything here rather than bagitau orang lain. Aku ada satu habit yang susah betul nak percaya orang. I found out that people easily judges others. There is no way i would tell them everything. Again, i only trust my academic advisors in handling things. I know dia pun banyak masalah. You know with Phd, things are not gonna be easy. Tapi setiap kali aku mengadu, tak pernah pun dia mengeluh. He provides me with ample motivations and encouragement. Setiap kali tanya soalan on anything, Tak pernah pun sekali dia lari dari jawab.

Bagi aku beliau sangat positif. In every aspects of life. Dia banyak ajar aku pasal self acceptance. Bukan buta-buta terima self-acceptance tapi more towards rasa syukur. Personally, at the first place for me self -acceptance tu hanya untuk orang yang menyerah. pemalas. but then things might be diferents with others. Aku tak cakap apa yang aku buat tu betul. Aku bagi satu analogi. aku pernah jumpa this girl. she is way more chubbier than me. of course la self esteem jadi low kan. so dia try work out ad control food intake. then another girl pulak keep cakap kat this chubby girl it is okay to be fat. you are born this way. there is no other way you csn change this. what the ffffff. yang tu bukan self acceptance. Yang tu kau dah jatuhkan semangat orang tu. Elok-elok dia nak lead a healthy lifestyle, terus mejunam perasaan tu.


For me self acceptance ni kau terima who you are but at the same time, Kau cuba ubah to be better. regularly improve yourself. That's why aku cakap aku boleh click dengan aku punya advisor. Great mind things alike, remember? Dia selalu tekankan that we should see things in different perspective. Jangan terlalu jadi conservative. I'm not saying that conservative is bad, but then everything have their own drawbacks. Sebab tu kita tak bleh fikir or see something tu dari perspective yang sama ja. Change it pastu try rasa sendiri. Memang akan rasa something different.

Kadang-kadang, benda kecik macam ni yang kita pandang sebelah mata ja sebenarnya boleh bagi impacts yang sangat besar dalam hidup. Thanks to him aku sedar banyak benda.

Again, aku bagitau, apa yang aku fikir ni mungkin berbeza-beza dengan pemikiran orang lain. Aku tak cakap apa yang aku cakap ni semua betul. So this is my version of a little things called love.


By the way, aku punya advisor sangat hebat dalam bidang globalization. He has too many ideas to be shared with and 2 hours period is not enough for him to explain everytrhing. Bak kata beliau, kau kena selalu membaca. tak ramai yang mampu expalin dengan details mengenai semua perkara.
dengan hanya sedikit key words beliau mampu explain dengan terlalu details. beliau selalu cakap benda ni kat aku. " Aku suka bila aku explain something kat orang tapi buatkan orang tu makin keliru. Dengan perasaan keliru tu sendiri dia akan make efforts untuk find dia punya own readings and not relying to other people" which is true. Setiap kali apa yang beliau ajar mesti aku keliru and aku buat apa yang be;iau cakapkan tadi. Interesting is it ???
aku paling suka bila beliau cakap mengenai REAGAN and Tatcher


Told you dia memang hebat dalam globalization.